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Member since: Jun 8 2010, 7:59 PM EDT
Slogan: Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak. Sometimes it just means you're strong enough to let go.
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Hello, my name is Gingerpaw! Call me Gingerz please :)



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This... is Wedge. We think he's a little bit impaired, but we love him either way! :)

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This is Oliver, my Baby Boy <3 He's a Warrior at heart, my little Smokesky :)

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This is Keilei :) And Wedge... Keilei had a troublesome kittenhood and prefers to keep to herself, but she is very beautiful <3

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This cat specifically is Milo, a beautiful brown and black tabby tom-cat. If I was a she-cat, I'd be going bonkers :D

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These are the cats at my mom's house. On the far left you can see Tabby, a skittish light brown tabby she-cat. Next to her is the mother Crystal, a strange mix. She has a brown and blackish pelt with red mixed in and a very pretty fluffy tail. On the middle right is Milo, the only tom in the family, Crystal's son and Tabby's brother, who is very muscular, (strange cuz of genes) and is very sweet. Then there is Jade on the far right, who we nicknamed "Fatty." She is a very fat and friendly she-cat. Well, these are the cats at my moms!

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Squeaky Mew
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Sadly, my cat, Mew or as we called her, Squeaky Mew, passed Saturday, July 25th. She was hit by my fathers car as he was backing out, but it was quick with no pain. If you must know... he squished her brains :'( She lived most of her life outside on our porch because she didn't use the litter box. She knew how to hide from the raccoons when they took her food, and how to show us she was hungry. She had a very loud voice, the reason she got her name Squeaky Mew. I will miss her screaming mewing every day I leave for school, and I will miss her. I regret every time I woke up late, and had to get out the door without feeding her. I remember her cry, expecting some food, yet I walk on. It brings me to tears. I love you Mew, and I'm Sorry! She lived from August-27-1994 to July-24-2010, just 3 days and one month shy of turning sixteen. She is buried in my backyard, with a handmade cross over her + .R.I.P Mew! :'(


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I HAVE MADE A SITE. PLEASE JOIN IT!!! MUCH OF IT CAME FROM THIS SIGHT AND SILVER FANG SAID IT WAS ALRIGHT. (WARRIORCATSOFTHELOSTCLANS.WETPAINT.COM) !!! TY
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So you want to know me? Of course you do, nosy little twit. Just kidding, you're probably a really cool person.. or you're really lame. Who knows? Anyway, I'm not giving out my address, so get the hell off of my profile you perverts. If you are not a girl-stealing whack-job, then you might actually want to know me, so stay tuned. My name is Sabrina, and my home remains here, in Washington State. I'm in the 8th grade, soon to be a high schooler, and I'm close to celebrating my 15th birthday come this Fall. My folks are split, my mom living in a house full of cigarette butts and overdue checks, while my father lives in a huge house with almost no people in it, which is chocked full of car parts and papers. My sister, my father, and I all live at Dad's house. My sister is actually pretty nice... she's getting better in her attitude towards me since she got a boyfriend and decided that being a dick-head was not on her bucket-list. She's 17, 18 next winter, and has tried it all, none of which I'm supposed to know about. I'm a strait A student... most of the time, and am working on my social skills. I've had a really tough life... I don't want to type about it. See what I did there? In short, my difficult life of a difficult mother and boy problems and a little bit of bullying, I attempted suicide. I failed, they sent me to the hospital, and after a couple of tests on my brain chemical levels.. turns out I had a tumor in my brain. After that, I completely lost it, and I was scarred ********. Strange how suddenly I was so afraid to die. I went through surgery, by now, March 28, I'm almost completely healed. I have a camera in my room, my websites are being screen captured every two minuets so my parents know I'm not looking up 'How to Kill Yourself' Websites, not that I'd need that. I understand their worried, and hopefully I'll get better. My shrink isn't as crazy as I though he would be, thank god. I'm still depressed, but I'm hoping that I'll pull through. I have three cats, Wedge, Keilei, and Oliver. You can see their pictures up there ^... I love those guys. My mom lives in a small condo about 15 minuets away from Dad's house.... to give you a good idea of my life there, imagine a bipolar woman who hasn't been laid in five years, who stinks, is overweight, plays World of Warcraft and Star Wars as much as she breathes, smokes like a chimney, and thinks she knows everything. On top of that, add an insane 8-year-old who has a colorful sailor-like vocabulary who has to be locked in a padded room at school when he gets to violent, this school being the only one that can control him since he's been expelled from 3 other schools. Now fill the house with arguments, screaming, and hatred, and a couple of bottles full of pills and tell me you wouldn't do anything about it. My Dad's house I get alone time, time to think and cry, time to stare at the ceiling, a door that locks, a computer that works. My mom's house I don't even have a bedroom, just a bed in the corner of the condo. Dad's house isn't safe though.. with my sister gone half the day with her very charismatic and polite boyfriend, and Dad at work, but I doubt I'm about to do anything bad anytime soon.

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As I Die
I lie as I die,
And I die while I lie.
The light fades from bright,
to tinted black night.

My ears here the drumming,
of my gentle heart,
It's like I hear music,
It's like I see art.

Life had been hard,
Living it harder,
I doubt I'd of lasted
Very much longer.

And while I lay dying,
My breathing cutting off,
I think of the people
who didn't stand there and scoff,
at this innocent person,
this innocent soul,
the one who lay now,
dying, and Cold,

While the peace washes over
The dying black ground,
I silently thank the people
Who turned my life Around


This poem was written by me, Gingerpaw_shecat. It states that, yeah, life is hard, but you gotta live it. There isn't really an alternative. When you die, they say your life flashes before your eyes. I'm not so sure I could even fit a day of my life behind my eyes the second before I died. One thing I do know, it that I will be thinking of the people, my teachers, my parents, my shrink, my family and everyone else, who saved my life from a void of Darkness... that will hopefully not return. Thank you!
~Gingerz


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Favorite Book Series(s)
The Ranger's Apprentice
Warriors
Uglies
Midnighters
Maze Runner
....
Before I Fall
Virals
The Future of Us



Songs

Mad World
Stand in the Rain
Not Afraid
Spacebound
Cliffs of Dover
Lights Off
I'm Yours
Jar of Hearts

BANDS or ARTISTS
Coldplay
The Killers
Jason Mraz


My cats:
Gingersnap - SwiftClan Medicine Cat Apprentice
Eagletalon - SwiftClan Warrior
Brackenpelt - SwiftClan Warrior
Owlfeather - SwiftClan Warrior
Shadestorm - SwiftClan Elder
(it might be shadowstorm, dont remember)

Featherpool - CrowClan Queen
Raccoonmask - CrowClan Warrior
Nightpaw - CrowClan Appretntice

Sunstripe - FoxClan Warrior
Appleblossom - FoxClan kit
Runningstorm - FoxClan kit

Raven - Leader of MidnightClan
Taiga - MidnightClan Warrior
Norman - MidnightClan Warrior
Middy - MidnightClan Warrior
Milo - MidnightClan Warrior
Snowflake - MidnightClan Warrior.
Rainclaw - Warrior of StormClan/Betrayer to StormClan/Member of MidnightClan
Bloodfang - Warrior of StormClan/Betrayer to StormClan/Member of Midnightclan

New Cats Bio-Picture
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Snowflake - A skinny white she-cat with electric blue eyes. Traumatized as a kitten, Snowflake has lived her life in fear of everything. She's scared of every cat, and always has. Her fear scent brought unwanted cats, who "mugged" her, of food, shelter and anything else she possessed. When Taiga and Reason found her, she was half starved, nothing but skin and bone. After getting a nice meal and "pep-talk" she agreed to join MidnightClan. Her fighting skills grew, as she did physically. She is very young a pretty, and is attracted to the tom that saved her, Reason. Little does she know, Taiga and Reason are already near becoming mates, and all she will do is stir up unwanted trouble. RPed by Gingerpaw_shecat

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Norman - A red tabby tom. Norman is a very stubborn cat, very full of himself. He thinks of himself first, never or others. He is strong, and that is probably the only reason that Raven keeps him. He is qquite disrespectful, but he knows that he must keep his place. After being attacked by Raven for getting "mouthy", he decided that he had better treat all cats with respect. Unable to keep the disrespecting, annoyed tone out of his voice, he still keeps no friends. When the rebellion begins, he might be so scared that Raven will get him again that he will stay by him no matter the looks of the battle. RPed by Gingerpaw_shecat.
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Milo - A handsome brown and black tabby tom-cat. Milo is very strong, full of loyalty and wisdom. He is nice to all cats, respectful as well., the exact oposite of Norman. He treats everyone as equals, even Raven. He always makes the right choice, until the battles come. He sees every drop of harm, but he can do little about it. He wouldn't leave Taiga, or his other friends in the clan. He will fight when the time comes.

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Middy - A brown tabby/Bengal she-cat with liquid, greenish hazel eyes. Middy is a very mysterious cat. She refuses to look at the glass half empty. She gets annoyed easily, but she is usually very happy and excited. She is very attractive, which Raven has taken to notice. Though he can't see her, he can scent her, and has seen her in his dreams. Almost prettier than Featherpool, she runs around in the dreams of nearly every tom that sees, her. She show's no attraction to Raven, but is deeply in love with Darkheart. She hardly knows the tom, and when she sees him with his family, her heart stings knowing she is not part of it. She spends her dreams with him, and her mind wanders when she isn't with him. She will without a doubt follow him, and leave Raven in the dust. RPed by Gingerpaw_shecat.

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Ask my why I joined this site. DO IT. BY GOD I TOLD YOU TO A... Okay then. I joined this sight because I LOVE Warriors, or I did when I joined. I had been searching for a Medicine Cat Position that was open, because that's what I've always wanted. Luckily for me, I found this place and sent Silverz the message. Once I got the 'You're good to go!' message, I added a cat.. then another cat.. and after a couple of months I was so in the zone you wouldn't believe it. I encourage you to join this site if you have not. This site has given me another affirmation of my life... a much needed affirmation if you ask me. Good luck!

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How did I come to like warriors? Well, my best friend told me about the series and I couldn't help but pick up one of the books. I read through it, and it was a cliff hanger for me. What was going to happen with Tigerclaw? What will happen to Fireheart? The prophecy is about him obviously, but how can he save a clan? So I read on. And after he killed Scourge, I followed Brambleclaw and Squirrelflight to the lake, and then Lionblaze, Hollyleaf and Jayfeather through their home, until Hollyleaf was gone. Now I can't wait to see how Ivypaw will deal with Dovepaw's skills. She knows, now what will become of this new spy? What is going to happen? Poor Flametale! I haven't been keeping up with the books, last time I checked Jayfeather was still in the mountains having flashbacks. I'm sure things have changed.

Mad World

This song sorta describes me. This is the music I like a lot. It is a good song to listen to when you are listening to rain as well if that makes sense.

Lyrics to Mad World

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places
Worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going no where
Going no where
And the tears are filling up their glasses
No expression
No expression
And in my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow
No tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
And I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very... mad world... mad world...

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy birthday
Happy birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen
Sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me
No one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me
Look right through me

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very... mad world... mad world...
Mad World
Mad World


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Dear Claire


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~Losing You Is Like Somebody Just Turned All The Lights Off~

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Who Do You Think You Are, Runnin' 'Round Leaving Scars, Collecting Your Jar of Hearts, and Tearing Love Apart?

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~Cold, Cold Water, Bring Me Round, Now My Feet Won't Touch the Ground~

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THIS IS MY FAVORITE ANIME PICTURE EVER! LOOVE IT!!
That's gonna be me one day >.> Hehe, yeah. Meh with my super hott boyfriend who actually likes me and I actually look pretty...
kissin in a classroom. ahh, can already see it now! jk jk
~...~
Wow how times have changed. This kinda was me at one point ;) Only... much less slutty and not in a classroom. But then he broke my heart without a care... I try not to remember it.


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Favorites of Mine
Favorite Weather: Rain. The reason I like rain is because when I am feeling sad, it seems to just wash off my sorrows. It gets rid of my shame and sends it down the drain. Not drizzle, not fog, not sprinkles, yet not thunder and lightning. I like flat out POURING rain.

Favorite Music: Coldplay... Colplay.. and Coldplay. I love them so much... Strawberry Swing <3 I love Speed of Sound too, but Strawberry Swing is my all-time favorite. I also like love songs, but usually only the ones about 'NICE TRY DICK-FACE, I'M HEALED AND I'M DONE WITH YOU!!!' Like Stand in the Rain, Lights Off, Jar of Hearts, etc.

Favorite Art: Photos. I like people, animals or any thing standing in the rain. I'm working on a collection. Back and white is favored. I also love... exoticness. Things that you don't see every day, like a husky's eyes, or a reflection of something amazing on a lake... or a dog blacked out with blinding sunlight. When I see it... I see it, and boy during those times I wish I had a camera.

Favorite Movies: Ones with lessons. Old time Disney are the best, Lion King, Lady and the Tramp, Pocahontas, Brother Bear... I also like confusing movies, like The Sixth Sense, Inception, or The Prestige. At the end... BOOM!!!! Surprise, crazy ending, were you expecting it, let me answer for you.. NO!!! Also.. an all time favorite would be FLUKE, and The Wizard of Oz :) Fluke... By God if you haven't seen it look it up and bring some tissues <3

Favorite Feeling: When he tells you he loves you and you know he means it... 3

Worst Feeling: When you know someone is lying... or that they lied long ago. You can just tell, or you already know the truth and they lie to you. It's horrible... then again it's horrible when you're curled on your bed staring at the wall, and you just want to not exist. Not die, just not exist. I don't want to hurt my family, I just want to.. not exists.

Favorite Dreams: The ones I can control, Lucid Dreams. The ones where I can become whatever I want, and change them. I can go back in time... and relive the past. Other than that, I love living in favorite books of mine.


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These are a few of my FAVORITE cat memes!

How 'bout Water?

http://icanhascheezburger.files.wordpress.com/2008/02/funny-pictures-cats-umbrella-rain-flood.jpg

Kitty VS Mr. Dot

Edit Your Face

Why?

Santa?
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